Confessions of troubled mind and object oriented approach to SEO
So I’m at a point in my life where I really need to figure out something fast or I might soon run out of my savings, and then who knows what might happen. Crazy as it may sound I actually made the decision not to go to my 9-5 job anymore for several reasons.
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In: Daily Journal
10 Mar 2011So its been a while since I posted here, and I would like to start blogging again by writing what is going on in my life so that I can become more articulate and express myself better, which was the goal of this blog in the first place. I let myself get out of control once again, I started going out and partying and drinking. As a result I had the worst depression ever just a couple of days ago because of a hang over, I just felt horrible and knew that I had to change. There is a tremendous amount of guilt that I’m carrying with me because of all my drinking and drug abuse, I’m feeling like I’m not the person that I could have become if I’ve never done any partying and alcohol/substance abuse. On the other hand, I know better how to deal with these kinds of thoughts now, I know it will not help me at all if I keep regretting the past and keep beating myself up for all those mistakes. Instead, this time I will concentrate on the root of my problem and tell myself that I do have total control over my life and what kind of choices I make, its all up to me to change, I just have to really want it this time. Alcohol has been a huge impediment to my life and my personal development, every time I try to become more disciplined and productive for a while, I then fuck everything up by getting wasted which is what happened just 2 days ago.
In: Daily Journal
21 Dec 2010Well, I let myself get too comfortable again and ended up completely forgetting about my self discipline practice. I guess it was because I wanted to do a lot of things at one time and just couldn’t handle doing all those things at once, referring to self discipline as weight training analogy, I basically tried to lift too much weight and I failed, well sort of. Let’s see, I’m not writing, learning words, waking up early, meditating, I’ve drank a little bit of alcohol, and I stopped going to work because I was laid off. On the brighter side, I am still working on my SEO scripts, I quit drinking coffee (just two days ago), I’m still going to the gym 3 times a week and I haven’t missed a single day.
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In: SEO
27 Nov 2010Noticed that Google stopped spidering my new posts. This happened at the same time I added some link spam feeds to my blog and one post of duplicate content, the one for product review of a guitar. So, I’m not sure if its a coincidence or Google pretty much takes duplicate content a lot more seriously than I previously thought. Fuck its really hard to write right now, I’m so fucking tired..Anyhow, yeah that’s what happened, it was all nice and it was indexing my site like twice a day before I did that shit, but then right after that it just wouldn’t index those new posts again. I even started adding more unique posts but it didn’t even index them too.
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In: Free Writing|Random
22 Nov 2010Today I realized just how easy it is to networking with other people in SEO business. All I had to do is make a few posts at this SEO forum about looking for partnerships and joint ventures, and how I wanted to network with people that are doing PHP programming. I have already talked to at least four people today, and I’m getting offers for creating PHP scripts and all kinds of partnerships. I really didn’t expect this to be so easy and from now on I will be spending more time networking with people every day.
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Today was a very difficult day. It started up fine in the morning, but later on around 3pm I started feeling hungry and I just couldn’t figure out what to eat. I didn’t feel like cooking or going anywhere to buy groceries so I was just thinking of getting either subway or rubio’s. I think subway makes really bad sandwiches now that I started eating at which which, which is awesome, they make delicious sandwiches, its just the right size and its much healthier than other fast food, and it takes 100 times better than subway shit.
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I noticed I’m slowly starting to deviate from my discipline practice path. I’m not going to let that happen and I’m going to force myself to keep going and doing things that are challenging. I have been reluctant to learn vocabulary and write every day because I felt like I was spending too much time in front of the computer anyway. I’ve been putting most of my time on developing SEO scripts, which is my primary goal and I’m glad I’m getting a lot of that work out of the way.
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In: SEO
18 Nov 2010Yeah so I’m starting to do some real SEO, I’m experimenting with all kinds of stuff and I really want to focus on auto blogging now. So, before I launch my super campaign of domination, I want to run a few experiments that will clarify some things. I need to have some questions answered about SEO that nobody seems to have concrete answers for. Things like, is there really such thing as duplicate content? Is having multiple links from site A to site B beneficial, if so which anchor text does Google count first, or does it count all of them?
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In: Reviews
18 Nov 2010Ibanez GRG170DX Electric Guitar
Don’t settle for less. With Ibanez less bucks doesn’t mean less looks or less tone. Ibanez GRX guitars have the humbuckers you need for heavy rhythms and riffs; and exciting finishes worthy of a pro axe. To make sure none of the great tone gets lost in the sauce, GRX 6-string models feature the FAT-10 tremolo.
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Today I realized that relational databases can give you a lot of power in SEO and other projects where there is a lot of data involved. Its a great way to organize information and make it communicate with other content via relational tables. I will be using databases for storing account information that will be used to register to social networks, forums, article directories, and web directories. It will automatically pull data from database as needed when automatically registering accounts. So in that way I will never have to register another account myself, it will be automated.
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By writing this blog I hope to understand myself better as I explore and understand my own insecurities and painful feelings that I experience everyday through mindfulness meditation practice developed by John Kabat Zinn. Hopefully these writings will help someone who is struggling with similar painful feelings and open up new ways of seeing one's thoughts and feelings through the "clear lens".